Today i done all my homeworks,i feel tired as yesterday the sport made me exhausted
my hand and also some parts of my body pain....what can i do....is to endure and bear it
i feel duress when writing the story for competition and i decide to give up as i cant persistence writing that story..i cant....i got idea but my brother keep fighting with me for pc.....
my mom keep break her promise and waste so much time for choosing laptop
i am just want my own laptop....is it difficult to buy a laptop for me?
she promised me from last year till now.....why she keep break the promise?
said that will go to somewhere for holidays but eventually broke again the promise with a lot of reasons!
i really feel bored today and just watching movies................blar blar sleep+eat
yesterday Sonya and Xiao yi tuition with me.....it feels good and fun.....
at least in the class i got a buddy can communicate....i am really cant communicate with the others....sometimes la.....really annoying me.....and i feel the standard is really not same.....
the English substitute teacher took away my essay and now the English teacher came back....
so how? my essay.....cannot take back already!!!!!! i feel like i am a jerk..............
i prefer Edwin teacher teach us...he is really a good teacher, and he is very professional in English,from his lessons i learnt a lot of English words....but unfortunately...i lost my English note book!!!! really a things that made me mad! i cant find it though i already clear up all my messy books that mix with my brother's! i really hate my brother! he always wrongly took my books and made me panicked for a long time!
today i feel really upset and without reasons............
at night i watched a horrible mv in fb about a "perogol rotan punggung 20 kali oleh polis"
it is so disgusting and horrible......the "rotan"stick at his buttock with blood.....he keep yell his Tuhan.......omg......i was really curious to watch it....my teacher said that a prisoner kena rotan 2 and so on times will impotent forever.....i was full of longing to watch it.....curious.....
but after i watched it in the middle of mv,i regret..............really regret.....
it was so HORRIBLE and DISGUSTING.......i really cant control myself and my eyes like running tap....i cant stop myself....by the while i was scared to let my mom see me cry,i keep hiding and i feel suffer.........
how come they can be as cruel like that? maybe they are sin of what they had done,and have to bear it......but i really cant control myself.........really "ganas" i ought not to watch it.........really regret..........tonight i sure cant sleep........
my eyes sure like fish tomorrow.................that's bad.............T_T
IT IS REALLY REALLY HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
